2 days ago was my birthday... 2 diff kind of feelings.. happy becos qiuyan, joyce and faezah brought cake and celebrate for moi.. sad or perhaps disappointed becos bitter horse cancel the date.. he say that he's shacked.. but.. IT'S MY BIRTHDAY.. =(
kinda waited for so long and haiz.. then i still have to accompany jt to meet yz.. haiz.. make mi more upset onli.. haiz.. i wanna cry.. but no tear.. no one understand the feeling of mine now.. im feeling so terrible now.. maybe having 2 job at the same time is not a bad idea after all.. it's a very tiring thing to do but at least at that point of thing, i can forgot bout everything.. stare at the menu when there is no customer.. serve them whole heartedly when there is..

boss @ ntuc: =( (nv stop kaypo-ing)
boss @ swensens: =) (2 thumbs up)

manager @ ntuc: =)
manager @ swensens: =( (scare of her)

haiz.. it will be gd if either one change to the other side.. if a boss or manager cannot click with their worker... how can the outlet excel?.. haiz..

it's not whether im in favour anot.. it's not that im trying to make things hard for u.. it's that i need u to let mi believe in u again.. it's not easy to heal the wound that u left behind before... y u dun understand it?... =_(

haiz... morning, the presentation suxxXXxx!!!! she's asking toopid questions... ArGh!!!!.... if only lixia's questin was mine and mine was hers.... we'll score!!... but.. forget it.. over liao... before that, we dun understand this thing, then we ask meow.. then when i say 'OH', he copy the way i oh... wah... melted sia..=)
he noes?... i wonder...
after that have to slack in lot1 till 2.45 for qiuyan, joyce and monyet to start our movie marathon..haiz... my lesson ends at 10+ sia... imagine the no. of hours... oOoPs.. hehe... nvm.. at least lixia, siti and ayu got the heart.. they pei mi till i meet them.. hmm.. after that, we went to see the schedule of the movies showing in lot1.. yesterday, we had decided to watch 50 first dates and prince and me.. but today we change of plan... watch dawn of the dead and 50 first dates instead.. actually dawn of the dead is a nice show.. not as bad as the comment i've heard.. hmm.. 50 first dates is a real nice show... highly recommended... =)

another long day of sch... sian... izzit wrong to like someone?... when u have got a bf, u will not noe how i feel... izzit wrong just wanting to see him from the back?... haiz... y is it happening to mi?.. OH GOD..! u're getting on my nervesSss!!!!! aRgHHHhh..! should i be the one sobbing or her?..... i feel sooOoo F up today.... thankz to u all...

i wanna cry but like no more tears... i wanna die but the knife is blunt... haiz... hu can save mi?... i suddenly feel like i've woke up from a dream... a dream where i found my Mr Nice... a dream where i put hopes in... a dream where i was hoping for miracle... but everything seems so blank to mi today.. =`(
wo xi huan ni..... ni ne?... wo hao xiang zi dao... ke shi... si shi yong yuan chang gu de.. wo xi wang bu shi... ke neng ma?..

today's 6th of April... another long day of sch... haiz... after that slack in westmall with joyce, lixia, her bf, chailing and "dear boy act 2"... ha!... oh ya... and mr nice->Jegan.. =)
change of place today ar.. hehe... but still sian lor.. westmall nothing much to do... and nowhere to sit... haiz.. and very very tired.... ok.. that's all for today...
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