2 days ago was my birthday... 2 diff kind of feelings.. happy becos qiuyan, joyce and faezah brought cake and celebrate for moi.. sad or perhaps disappointed becos bitter horse cancel the date.. he say that he's shacked.. but.. IT'S MY BIRTHDAY.. =(
kinda waited for so long and haiz.. then i still have to accompany jt to meet yz.. haiz.. make mi more upset onli.. haiz.. i wanna cry.. but no tear.. no one understand the feeling of mine now.. im feeling so terrible now.. maybe having 2 job at the same time is not a bad idea after all.. it's a very tiring thing to do but at least at that point of thing, i can forgot bout everything.. stare at the menu when there is no customer.. serve them whole heartedly when there is..

boss @ ntuc: =( (nv stop kaypo-ing)
boss @ swensens: =) (2 thumbs up)

manager @ ntuc: =)
manager @ swensens: =( (scare of her)

haiz.. it will be gd if either one change to the other side.. if a boss or manager cannot click with their worker... how can the outlet excel?.. haiz..

it's not whether im in favour anot.. it's not that im trying to make things hard for u.. it's that i need u to let mi believe in u again.. it's not easy to heal the wound that u left behind before... y u dun understand it?... =_(